I need you now

Lady antebellum song inspired me..
that maybe be i need someone that i denied ..
can u imagine loving someone that doesn't know that u love him??
it's make me crazy.. i want to write about him..

i know that our love must be uneasy..
we have a lot of things in common..
that's make me falling for you.. not your face, not your money..
maybe u r different from others,
attaching my heart so deep in a moment.
.
can u uplift ur anchor from my heart..
it feels so heavy to walk..
makes me think about u all around even
i don't know where are u now..
what do u think now??
are what are u doing now??

i just think it's better to say a word to u..
say a thing tat would make u smile again..
laugh with me all around..

it's better to see your back..
that wondering where you'll be..
are u okay??

please leave me a message
through the door and road..
from your heart to my heart..

Getting mature

Yeah, 2010 left us and 2011 is on our way..
More year, more mature.. that's all people think..
and maybe this year i get it..

A lot time of reflection makes me trying to figure out how to control myself
--even i realize that's not an easy job to do--

being patient while studying math or physics
or communicate with unkind person, dummy, n someone that u don't like..
must be uneasy isn't it??

Recently, i just trying to be more mature in how to behavior,
when i'm getting older, i'm feeling like it's not easy to always put on my mask and go anywhere with it..
and the most time, i take it off.. and leave it behind...
and it's not good for communication.. like as u know people always use a mask to be beautiful..

i realized how important that are..
and in my new year under the sparkling skies,
i wonder.. how it's going to be in this year,
i hope it's getting better in all aspect.. ^^

Hello

It's about long time, since i didn't write..
i have much to talk but, can i just write 'bout what i'm feeling..
My heart bumped so fast and it's about to explode..
haha.. i don't really know what's the reason..
maybe i'm falling for someone.. or just scary 'coz my math n chemist exam are comin right away..